Cancer

It doesn't look as bad as it can get. With radiation and low dosages of chemo it might knock it out. It was hard watching and hearing Bridgett speak like she always does- adamantly and passionately about stupid shit. I'd watch and listen thinking "how could she not always be here?" I tried to imagine the worst, imagine a funeral etc. It was just too far fetched for me. I don't FEEL that she'll ... yes, I will say it....die .....I really don't.