She's Broked!!

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So, things have been crazy. After the visit at Grandma's I realized that Ainsley's arm was hurt. She wasn't using it and nursed it all day... it just took me a long time to click in my head. I checked it out really carefully and nothing seemed broken or dislocated... so I figured it was just a pulled muscle. Monday, I was careful and she didn't use it much. Tuesday, a nurse friend of Bridgett's came over and checked it out.. said it was probable just pulled. Yeah, well, Tuesday night I took off her clothes to give her a bath and saw an angry red line along her collarbone and it was raised and I could feel movement when she moved. Needless to say... she had broken it. I didn't know!!! So, Andy came home early and took us to an Urgent Care. She had an x-ray done. Yes, it was broke. Mutti drove up that night.. got there about 3 am and we left later that morning. I took her to a pediatric orthopedist who basically said there isn't anything to do about it but keep her from being active. Sigh. I'm a little mad at my husband because this was one of those things I kept saying Don't do.. she'll get hurt... and it came true. I haven't been the most careful all the time though so I'm not being to hard on him. I just hope it teaches him a lesson. I'm sad however. My baby is hurt and seeing that x-ray, her little bone all split, made me sick to my stomach. She was also just starting to walk and now that must be put on hold until it heals. (she cannot fall on it) So, stupid though it may seem... I won't be able to brag that she walked at 9 months because of this and that bothers me. Aren't I just ridiculous??