Anniversary Again

I'm looking for a nice, weekend spa retreat for John and I to go on our anniversary. Unfortunately, I'm not finding a very affordable package. The other problem is that though I'm looking I'm not sure I WANT to go away. I"m afraid I can't stay away from Aidan. I'm really not sure I can stay away that long. 3 days of never seeing her just seems so long. John is okay with it but I'm not. I feel so quilty because he wants to just be with me but for 3 days. I hate it when I haven't seen her for half a day!